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Dear friend,
It's already September.
Sometimes things go too fast. Faster than anything you could imagine.
Already 8 months. I can't believe it, seriously.
Its been a while since I last saw you huh?
Miss you deeply.
Miss the warmth of your smile.
Miss the days when everything was fine and simple.
Miss the days when everyone was blissful with no reason.
Recently I realised that I am not mature as I thought.
But I am growing.
It's glad to see and to feel yourself grow, in a decent way.
When you are in a totally unfamiliar environment,
everything is new and weird but attractive in its own way.
And things force you to change, to grow and to think.
Think in a totally different perspective somehow.
Sometimes I thought, people are innocent no more,
they think too much, worry to much and cry too much.
The responsibilties, stress and burden we have to carry are too heavy.
Much heaviler than we thought.
Which are unnecessary and pointless.
People smile and laugh a lot , but i wonder, are they really happy at all?
Deep inside their hearts? Truly?
I uesd to be cynical. But indeed, I am still, cynical.
Have you ever felt in a way that, you wanna give up everything and flee from the world?
Sometimes the world is too...cruel, unfair and superficial.
It makes you wanna leave everything behind.
Nevertheless, time goes on.
My heart flooded with all kinds of stuff.
I cannot tell what exactly they are .
Maybe memories, joy and tears.
I want something with weight, which can fill up all of my emptinesses.
Maybe all I need is love.
In fact, I think I already have it but I keep coming back for more.
I will see you soon.
I can't wait to see your face again.
I've got many things to tell you and to share with you,
but the thing I wanna do the most is to give you a hug.
A big one.
I hope you miss me too.
Yeah, I know, Time flies.
Love,
B
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